Mar 31, 2010


td mase psiko belajar pasal mental disorder..
rasenye td ler satu2 nye presentation paling ak fokus dgr..
bukannye sbb presentation tu yg menarik (* ceh, kurang ajo je ak)
tp sbb tajuk yg menarik..
ak mmg suke ngn org yg ader masalh mental nie..
errkk, bukan2...
urm, ak mmg suke bace pasal org ader mental disorder..
esp pasal serial killer yg ader mental disorder or just about serial killer...
drpd ape yg ak tau (info yg dpt dr cite criminal minds) tak semua serial killer psychopath, but almost all psychopath ialah serial killer..huhuh..interesting..
macam mane agaknye jd psychopath ekh??
macam mane seseorang tu boleh xde perasaan??

okey, definition of psychopath from wikipedia= is a personality disorder characterized by an abnormal lack of empathy combined with strongly amoral conduct, masked by an ability to appear outwardly normal.

again, macam mane seseorg tuh boleh jd xde langsung rase empathy or remorse??

macam yg ak tgk dlm citer house plak (wah, sume dr cerita) sorg pompuan nie ad penyakit mental nih lah, psychopath..
bile org scan otak dia ngn tanya psal feeling like sympathy, love etc, sume answer dia dtg dari bahagian bahasa kat otak, bukan bahagian emotional (amygdala)..kirenye mcm pompuan tu can understand fear, love, sympathy, hate but she cannot feel it..huhu..dasat x??

another story from ciriminal minds cerita psal sorg budak nih yg bunuh adek dia coz adek dia rosakkan maianan kapal terbang dia..and dia bukan takat bunuh je, dia siap sumbatkan bahagian2 kapal terbang tu dlm mulut adek dia..and he is only 8 years old..ok, i know it is only a story but still...dat scary..

p/s: i'm totally not a psychopath..

Mar 28, 2010

Jaejoong in a new Dorama

Dong Bang Shin Ki’s Jaejoong will star in a new Japanese dorama titled Sunao Ni Narenakute (素直になれなくて) which is being translated as For Not Being Honest. This is Jaejoong’s debut for Japanese TV, it is being reported that he will be playing a doctor. The dorama which is being aired by Fuji TV, was written and produced by Kitagawa Eriko who was also involved in Jaejoong’s 2009 telecinema Heaven’s Postman.

Also starring in the dorama are popular Japanese actors Eita, Ueno Juri, Seki Megumi, and Tamayama Tetsuji. The dorama will be aired every Thursday at 10:00 pm on Fuji TV beginning in April. If you want to know more about For Not Being Honest check out its official site. It’s good to see Jaejoong working, it would be even better seeing him working with the rest of DBSK. Hopefully, their whole legal battle with SME will be settled without the group having to break up so we can all enjoy more DBSK goodness.

source: seoulbeat..

p/s: love jae joong..


x tau nk post ape, tp still nk post jugak..
oh ya,
td mase tgh bosan2 online tergerak ati nk sambung mengarang novel yg dh bertahun x sambung..
setiap kali cuti ckap
" cuti nie nk tulis sampai abis"
tp mmg x pernah nak abis..
makin tulis makin banyak..
penghujungnye entah bile jumpe..
mule2 stat tulis, jln citenye lain..
bila dah stat menulis, semuanye dah campur aduk..
hahah..agaknya tahun bile abis ekh..

sebnrnya nk cite yang mase taip tadi asik salah tekan keyboard je..
bukannya dh reti nak mengeja, tp asik nk tulis short form je..
yelah kalu membebel kat sini boleh arr nk gune tulisan pape pon..
tp mase mengarang koman2 pon kne tulis full..
aiyo, mase tulis td dh rase mcm bm sangat truk..
rase mcm x layak je dapat a mase SPM dulu..
kalu MAK TEM bace or En. Azman or Cikgu Comey(pdhal dh lupe name cikgu tuh) bace, abislah aku..
kompem dia sruh belajar balik tatabahasa sume..
hehehe..maap cikgu..
tgn saye penat nk taip panjang2..

lg satu,
bila BI nk improve nih..
malu skit ngn adek sedara yg baru form 1 tp ckp bi mcm omputih..
ish2..shakila2..sedar diri skit..
urm, rasenye mcm nk pegi kelas english..
x pon suruh min wat kelas english..

sbnrnye nk bace buku dtk..
tp dr td x terbace..
kne kuatkan iman dan niat..
result xkan nk mcm cacat ag..
x berbaloi..
kalu nk donlot citer pon donlot jelah..
xpayah nk tgk2..
kumpul byk2 then tgk mase cuti..

konon xde bende nk membebel, pdhal dah berjela2..
biasalah mulut ak..
bak kate tiro..
" ko ni byk ckp ekh kila."
hahah..baru tau ker??
ak dh lame sedar diri..
kalu ngn org yg x berapa ngk suke mmg arr ak diam..
diam + jeling sampai nk terkeluar bijik mate..

wokeh chow dulu..
p/s: rajin beno ak bebel wpun xde bende nk ckp..

Mar 26, 2010

PON & ZI are so cute

i not jiwang..i just like it..

Mar 25, 2010

nice story, tp sedih...T_T

wokeh, tau2..nie dh post ke3 utk ari still nk post gak..
cerita pasal school tibe2 terigt story nih..
dr haslinda yg tunjuk mase kat kelas ari tuh..
uhu, nangis seha kat sebelah..
eh2..tak, tak, seha x nangis..
mate dia masuk habuk je..hahaha..

There is a story many years ago of an elementary teacher. Her name was Mrs. Thompson. And as she stood in front of her 5th grade class on her very first day of school, she told the children a lie. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. But that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard.

Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he didn't play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. And Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers.

At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise. Teddy's first grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is a bright child with a ready laugh. He does his work neatly and has good manners... he is a joy to be around." His second grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is an excellent student, well liked by his classmates, but he is troubled because his mother has a terminal illness and life at home must be a struggle." His third grade teacher wrote, "His mother's death has been hard on him. He tries to do his best but his father doesn't show much interest and his home life will soon affect him if some steps aren't taken." Teddy's fourth grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is withdrawn and doesn't show much interest in school. He doesn't have many friends and sometimes sleeps in class."

By now, Mrs. Thompson realized the problem and she was ashamed of herself. She felt even worse when her students brought her Christmas presents, wrapped in beautiful ribbons and bright paper, except for Teddy's. His present which was clumsily wrapped in the heavy, brown paper that he got from a grocery bag. Mrs. Thompson took pains to open it in the middle of the other presents. Some of the children started to laugh when she found a rhinestone bracelet with some of the stones missing, and a bottle that was one quarter full of perfume. But she stifled the children's laughter when she exclaimed how pretty the bracelet was, putting it on, and dabbing some of the perfume on her wrist. Teddy Stoddard stayed after school that day just long enough to say, Mrs. Thompson, today you smelled just like my Mom used to." After the children left she cried for at least an hour.

On that very day, she quit teaching reading, and writing, and arithmetic. Instead, she began to teach children. Mrs. Thompson paid particular attention to Teddy. As she worked with him, his mind seemed to come alive. The more she encouraged him, the faster he responded. By the end of the year, Teddy had become one of the smartest children in the class and, despite her lie that she would love all the children the same, Teddy became one her "teacher's pets."

A year later, she found a note under her door, from Teddy, telling her that she was still the best teacher he ever had in his whole life. Six years went by before she got another note from Teddy. He then wrote that he had finished high school, third in his class, and she was still the best teacher he ever had in his whole life. Four years after that, she got another letter, saying that while things had been tough at times, he'd stayed in school, had stuck with it, and would soon graduate from college with the highest of honors. He assured Mrs. Thompson that she was still the best and favorite teacher he ever had in his whole life. Then four more years passed and yet another letter came. This time he explained that after he got his bachelor's degree, he decided to go a little further. The letter explained that she was still the best and favorite teacher he ever had. But now his name was a little longer-the letter was signed, Theodore F. Stoddard, M.D.

The story doesn't end there. You see, there was yet another letter that spring. Teddy said he'd met this girl and was going to be married. He explained that his father had died a couple of years ago and he was wondering if Mrs. Thompson might agree to sit in the place at the wedding that was usually reserved for the mother of the groom. Of course, Mrs. Thompson did. And guess what? She wore that bracelet, the one with several rhinestones missing. And she made sure she was wearing the perfume that Teddy remembered his mother wearing on their last Christmas together. They hugged each other, and Dr. Stoddard whispered in Mrs. Thompson's ear, "Thank you Mrs. Thompson for believing in me. Thank you so much for making me feel important and showing me that I could make a difference." Mrs. Thompson, with tears in her eyes, whispered back. She said, "Teddy, you have it all wrong. You were the one who taught me that I could make a difference. I didn't know how to teach until I met you."

sambung cerita6..

ceh, mentang2 dh lame x bebel panjang2 kat blog skrg konon nk post byk2 arrr..
tp biar arr ak gak..
xde susahkan sape2 kan..
wokeh, sambung cerita 6.

sungguh x sangke..
org yg mule2 ak rase annoying dulu kini dh jd antara org yg ak suke nk berborak..
yelah dulu perangai dia pon ckit annoying..
urm, x perlu huraikan annoying yg mcm mane..
asal annoying cukup..
tp skrg nih dh len..
mybe dia dh berubah atau ak yg sudah redha ngn keadaan tuh..
hahaha..poyo je ak..

td mase balik lalu kawasan sek zaman2 dolu..
kenangan lame muncul kembali..
rase rindu nk lalu kawasan tu lagik sambil mate meliar carik org2 tertentu..(ehem3)
rindu nk jatuh sambil cover malu mcm dulu..
rindu nk tapau mee kemek kat kedai dahlia tu..
rindu nk study bende2 yg masih x complicated mcm skrg..
rindu nk balik rumah tiap2 ari sambil pkir, "mlm ni ad citer pe ekh??"
rindu nk masuk toilet yg penuh dgn org yg duk asik belek muke kat cermin..
rindu nk bace komik kat kelas dgn wat muke x bersalah sbb keje sekolah x siap ag..
rindu nk jalan2 kat kawasan sekolah walaupun sebenarnye kelas tgh berjalan..
rindu nk lepak kat kelas member wpun sebenarnya bg tau kat cikgu kat kelas kononnye pegi tandas...
rindu nk buat berlakon sakit perut pdhal malas nk g PJ..
rindu nk lepak kat rumah2 member..
rindu nk round2 mase waktu rehat dgn buat muke garang n then ckp.." waktu rehat x boleh duduk dalam kelas..."
ok, cerita7 berakhir disini..
sedih sudah sbnrnye..

sawang suda

wah, dh lame x jenguk ape tah lagi mencoret di sini..(ceh, mencoret konon)
currently sgt2 bz ngn assignment, lab report, test, presentation, etc..
nk bernafas pon susah ape tah ag nk merepek bukan2 kat sini..
tp skrg ni dah ader kat umah..(^_^)\/
kegembiraan yg x dpt digambarkan ngn kate2..
pe ag??
urm, sayang3..
oke, dh ngarut..stop ngarut di sini n go on..

mgu depan dh stat kne daftar kursus..
ade 4 subjek wajib n 3 elektif..
*tp takut x dpt nk dftr 3 elektif sbb result sem lepas truk..tkut dr chan x bg..(T_T')
pape pon bdak2 itew suda plih 2 elektif yg oke jugak..
geriatrik, n physical activity (kne stat bersenam kalu x nk malukan diri sendri nnt)
lagik satu masih misteri..
tp hrp2 subjek yg mudah n x memeningkan kepala yg dh makin bingai nih..

kehebatan aku terserlah..
hahaha..enough said..

ramai yg tertanya2 pe maksud status fb ak yg lepas..
status yg berbunyik begini --> xberbaloi (T_T)
my coursemate igt psal megi yg dh salah beli tp sbnrnye...biarlah rahsia...

ramai org jd sgt emo kebelakangan nih..
mostly my coursemates..
sane sini nk emo..
tp masalhnye skrg, aku ker yg bwk masalah dlm idup ko??
sendri ade masalah, sendri pkir arr..
xyah nk wat ak sakit ati..
ak x kaco idup ko, ko jgn kaco idup ak..
okeh, now i emo..
*cume luahkan pe yg xterluah beberapa mgu nih..

dendam yg lame dh terpendam dlm jiwa kembali semula..
budak2 medic nie xde keje laen ke selain nk memekak mlm2 bute??
otak ader, otak pandai, doctor wannabe, tp perangai..hampeh..
perlu ke jerit??
perlu ke buat lontaran suara mlm2 bute ala2 nk masuk AF??
keep ur damn mouth shut..
org nk study tau..
org nk test..
*w'pun sbnrnye dh bis test..

cerita 6 terhenti di sini..
nk g masak nasi..
lapa sudah..

gambo sekadar perhiasan..

Mar 10, 2010

Miss my mum and dad

Song: KRU
Title: Penjunjung namaku

Setiap Titis Airmata
Setiap Saat Nan Berduka
Mengajar aku Erti Dunia
Tak ku Lupa Pengorbanan Kehidupan
Memikul Beban Di Bahu Nan Selalu
Memberi Yang Termampu

Ayahku Terlalu Menyayangi Aku
Mendedikasikan Hidupnya Kepadaku
dan Ibu Sentiasa Ada Bersama
Wala Serendah Mana Aku
Dia Tetap Menjunjung Namaku

Biarku Belai Tanganmu
Yang Telah Ditelan Usia
Namun Penuh Berjasa

Terlalu Lama Impianku Luahkan Rasa
Kesyukuranku Di Hati
Pada Dua Insan Paling ku Sayangi

Biar ku Hilang Segalanya
Benda Ataupun Nyawa
Asal Tak ku Hilang Kau Berdua
dan aku Berdoa
Semoga Sejahtera Selamanya
Hidup Kita Sekeluarga
Di Dunia dan Selepasnya

dedicated this song to my mum and dad...
miss them so much..
hate upm..
i become so emo this week..
org ckp ckit pun nk terasa..
sabar shakila, sabar..
dugaan nih..

Mar 7, 2010

Healthy Smile!!

Tarikh: 25 February 2010
Tempat: tAdika UPM
Mangse keadaaan: Budak2 6 tahun tadika berkenaan
tajuk program: healthy smile..(penjagaan gigi dr aspek hygiene and diet)

heheh, sebenarnye bende nie dh lame lepas..
tp disebabkan kejadian henphone ilang lebih tragik, jd tu yg dicerita terlebih dahlu..

pkul 7.30 pg dh siap2 nek bus g tadika..punyer excited, sampai hp ilang pon x perasan..
mule2 gabra jugak arr..
mane ler ak pernah handle ramai budak..
koman2 pon beberapa ekor je..
tu pon adek2 sedara ak..
( yg x jd masalah utk jage coz bleh marah sesuka hati..x pon jeling sikit, trus diorg diam..hohoho)
tp kali ni ader lebih kurang 33 budak yang perangainye pelbagai..
ngan anak foreigner ag..kembar 3 plak tuh..pastu ckp eng or malay pon xreti..
adoi, x kan nk cakap iran plak..
tp bile dh stat program mmg best arr..
budak2 tu walaupun nakal, senang sikit arr nk handle..
lagipon cikgu2 and pekerja2 yg ada kat situ sentiasa membantu..
terima kasih kepada mereka..

kirenye sume jalan ngn lancar hinggalah lepas waktu diorg rehat..
diorg makan then masuk tido...
adoi, diorg punyer rehat tuh, memeningkan kepala..
name je rehat, tp gerak sana, gerak sini..
rase mcm nk ikat sekor2 kat kerusi..
pastu lepas rehat sambung men game..
disaster betul..
semua nk berebut dan diorg sume dh jadik hyperactive..
main dam ular n puzzle pon kecoh semacam..
dadu yang dah penat2 ak wat tuh hancor jadinye..
semua nk berebut baling dadu..
jakun sgt ke mereka dgn dadu tuh??
kat rumah xde dadu??
hohoho..mencabar kesabaran betul..
budak2 lelaki plak dh stat gaduh..main pkul2..
adoi, kecik2 dh jd samseng..
ikat sorg2 kat pokok kang..
*adui, asal ak asik nk ikat budak je nih..

disbbkan malas nk layan semua tuh, ak pon terus je amek questionnaire..
pakse dorg jawab..hohoho..
pastu adelah yng ngada2 x nk jwb..
ish, ak cepuk jugak karang..
nasib baik anak org..

wokeh, ni gambar yg diambil dr henphone hwei eying..
p/s: jgn terpedaya ngn muke diorg yg cute tuh..hohoho..

mase utk mewarne..tenang skit mase nih..

cun Dr gigi nie..made from indonesia..

kononnye waktu tergedik gerak sane sini..


jgn terpedaya ngn kecomelan dia..sgt sukar dijaga..

nk belagak dam ular yg kitorg wat..

kne wat 5 utk 5 group..

Mar 4, 2010

My check list for week 10

1. prepare for psyko presentation
2. prepare for ICT test
3. prepare for experimental food presentation
4. prepare for experimental food project-cooking (which mean limited hours to study for another 2 tests)
5. prepare for microbe test
6. prepare for experimental food test
7. lab report microbe (9 lab reports)
8. start study for epidemiology test-if possible(week 11)

end of week 10 (@_@')


aku benci pd mereka..
benci sangat..
mereka sangat selfish..
tak nk kongsi bende yang penting..
suke menyruh hingga wat org rase sangat annoying..
suke buat keputusan sendiri dan langsung x nk dengar pendapat org..
hanya kerne mereka dpt result yg bagus, tak bermakne semua yng mereka ckp tu betul..
kalu betul hebat, kenapa bile doktor/lecturer tanya kat depan, masing2 membisu..
kalu hebat, kalu tahu semua bende, nape x jawab??
mmg aku benci pada mereka..
sangat benci..
tapi masih ader lagi setahun setengah di sini..
setahun setengah lagi masa untuk mengadap mereka..
untuk bersabar dengan mereka..
sekarang apa yang diharapkan adalah masih ada sisa kesabaran..
sebab, kalu aku dah marah, kalu aku dah tak boleh tahan sabar,
mungkin parah jawabnye..
aku masih belum pernah mengamuk kat sini..
belum pernah tengking orang depan orang ramai..
masih tidak pernah wat orang tergamam sebab kena herdik..
semuanye belum pernah..
jadi jangan buat sampai aku mulakan semuanya..
u maybe the best student, but u guys clearly not the best person..
korang kutuk lecturer selambe je..
padahal lecturer tu yang bagi ilmu..
kalu perangai macam ape je, aku peduli pe dengan result korang yang gempak tuh..
serius..mmg aku tak peduli langsung..

p/s: cube tulis seserius mungkin..memang tengah bengang nih..

Mar 3, 2010


saje nk tayang cermin mate baru..


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